Dilemma

Its only 4 days after my first entry.  Have you read that? No? Never mind. 

So, straight to the point.  I am in a very big, big, big dilemma.  On my third day of degree, I received an email.  To be exact, it was a job offer mail.  I seriously don't know what to do.  And it scheduled that I have to report on duty on 17th September which is less than a week from the date I received the email.

On that day, I fall into a very deep stress.  I can't handle the stress at all.  For the first time, I felt so stress that I can't even describe the feeling.  I really want to further my study in degree but why this have to happen to me now?  Like I've waited for this job for almost two years before I gave up and decided to continue my study.  And just when I thought everything went smooth, this happened.

Luckily I can postpone the date, said that I have to go through one month procedure of whatever process before I can start working.  Until now, I lost my appetite.  I don't feel like want to involve in any talk, conversations and just stay in my room unless I have something important to do.  That is when I go out from my room and meet up with people.